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Written in mid March 2010

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Like an old toy

cast aside

Once special

now mundane and uninteresting

My compliance

No longer refreshing

But taken for granted

as if it is owed

A debt to be paid for this hospitality.

With the passing of moments

My value decreasing

Along with my heart

Sinking lower and lower

The love I crave

A natural resource running out.

Her routine back to normal

Sympathizing becomes difficult,

Feelings conflict

And confusion is common

Spiraling heals over head

I lose focus altogether

A step out of place

Repercussions to come

You walk a thin line

Avoiding the gun

Bliss churns to sorrow

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Fingers pressed to your temples

You pray this wont last

Just Words of some sort for a very special someone

I'm not exactly sure what this is, but its for a very special person in my life whom I miss dearly and seeing as I haven't posted much this month, I decided that this was worthy of sharing:

I have never belonged to anyone the way that I belong to you. You know nothing of this devotion, I’m afraid, yet it is a devotion so strong that it touches upon every fiber of my being. I am yours, yours in every which way. At times it leads me to question if I could fully hand myself over to another, when you so firmly have hold on every part of me. And I do my best to live life in spite of this fact, however it creeps up onto me as though out of nowhere, with the mere thought of contact with you. You, your name, your face, your acknowledgement, your presence in any form whatsoever forces me down onto my knees, back under this enchantment, a heavy pendant around my neck, weighing me down with this unchallengeable, unquestionable love for you. Your affection, O how I crave nothing but this attention, a sweet burst of ecstasy, infiltrating my senses, impairing me to any form of judgment that is not you.